i've odac trail 2day after sch...its been really fun~ at 1st we were broken up in2 grps..den seperate frm mi old frienx again..abit sian diao but mi grp de pple were actualli quite fun to be wif..hahax best of all dey're chinese speaking de den i made 2 frienx....haha so we hav ice breaker games..got play de whacko game wich i nv played b4 ...veri fun!..n i was de 1st 2 forfeit bcuz de blur mi alwayx shout wrong names.. i had 2 go 2 a grp of gers to say odac is fun ask dem thumbs up...n soo happen tad grp of gers r mi classmates!!! hahaaahaaa..it was realli easy task=Pp...den when another guy forfeit he soo suay hav 2 go gay a j2 guy...n veri funni lor his actions! LOL

AfTer tad is telematch!..mi n steven ran twice..it was really exhausting..haha but i wanted 2 win!..de worst part is hav 2 eat tad yucky raw carrot..i realli felt lyk puking when it was inside mi mouth so i did not swallow n ran wif de carrot in mi mouth wich i spit out later..haha...but tad puky taste still in mi mouth!...i could hav vommitted if i ran another round bcuz of tad=Pp i will nv ever eat carrots again! But we did came back de 1st!..yeah grp6 rulex! Finally is de interview le..dey say dey will onli take in 30 sumthing pple..so quite worried but i really hope i m selected! cuz i oni cum 4 tis trail..haha...well tml art lesson start proper le! ytd hav de intro..de syllabus hav mani interesting tings sia..including digital art n mi fav drawing!~ so i m staying in pj! =Pp
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My smile has faded
My heart is jaded
Completly desolate inside
No longer feel alive

Depleted by negativity
Drained of all emotion
Impalpable to society
Always feeling like there is no place here for me

Now an isolated figure
so far away
Time has broken me
And plagued my memory

Detached from myself
Walking empty and alone
Souless victim
Angel of misery

wth!...art is postponed to another week again!...thankx to those morons who went to de open hse..bcuz of dem takin 4 subj ...our lessons alreadi hav 2 start veri late n b compressed..now de lessons dunno hav 2 postpone how mani times! waaa lao..i realli wan lessons to start soon=Pp..frustrated! went 2 sch 4 art lessons full of qi dai den sooo dispted de art tcher tol mi all de others went open hse le -.-"
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Well almost another week is passing...n i'm feeling veri sian!!!...in mi class i still felt veri de alone n left out lorx...most of dem r english speaking..but 4 mi i find speaking english quite de bu zi ran..soo i rather not tok...hai when i c other friens mixing well wif their own class le..felt soo envious sia..y cant i be lyk dem make mani mani good frienx in mi class ne?...perhaps i'm jux antisocial ba=P..but de sense of loneliness realli bu hao shou..everitime when i wif mi class i felt as if i m realli a stoner followin dem abt but not tokin 2 anione..tads veri bad >_<

i find tutorial lessons rather boring too..esp maths..though de tcher is a chio bu..she's lyk so mu tou ren..n all de hw r gotten during tutorials..so i dun lyk it! miss mi holidays loadx...de oni fun tad can be found is during PE, mi upcoming art lessons..n after sch meeting mi old frienx..other den tad life in college seems rather borin...=(
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Wednesday pat came mi hse design her blog..n a bunch of frienx followed..so mani pple at mi hse..den we played mani childhood cardgames lyk pokemon, oldmaid, donkey, happyfamily etc etc..hao huai nian tis games sia!..den so fun..den in de end pat lyk din even design her blog lyddat..hahax

Thursday went back kranji again~..i beginning to feel abit sick..actualli dun wanna go back but meet those aj students dere ma..den so long nv c et n dine le..but tad dine so notti muz hav gone to her crazy badminton again..so din c her!~..n et is still as chang qi as eva..tok 2 ng soo ching frm b4 i arrived till we left!~..wooow=Pp

over tis week ne oso get to noe mi classmates better le..our class got mani ri qing gers..got 1 magic guy hu can realli do magic! so impressed sia.. den 2day during CT lesson we played a game...wich is paste a paper on our backs den we go ard to others back writing testimonials..den in de end yuan lai mi impression to mi classmates is a "cool" "stony" "don't like to smile" guy...tads not me definitely!!!wad hav bcum of mi??..lolx.. den dey keep asking mi to smile..=Pp..we oso recieved new timetables..end veri late!~ n i realli hate maths~ boring subject..GP n chinese seems tough...geog is getting more interesting as i start to noe more facts on our earth..as 4 art nxt week shld start le..realli qi dai!!

oso after sch 1st time went out wif mi classmates..previous ones i all nv go..haha...den we went k pool at lot1..at 1st i tried de billard..but i 1 oso cannot shoot in soo malu sia..so went to pool instead..quite fun la... mi classmates r oso veri rich pple sia went sakae eat after tad so i faster siam...cuz so ex! den i jiu go kahhwee hse since i pass by...i lyk her keyboard!!! its easier 2 learn how 2 play those songs..den oso hav lotsa effects of diff instruments.. veri nice~..but i hav piano lex...so cant hav keyboard=Pp~
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lecture starts le...i can only say boring...cuz mi art havnt start! have to wait another week..sian diao..maths is de most boring sub! took it cuz it seems to be de easiest to score..but de 1st lecture was teaching indices again~...waaa lao..geog was ok though i still blur blur wif de physical part...de lecturer show us de tsunami video n pics..interesting!..but veri sad leh esp those beach resorts once so beautiful all wiped out..den we saw de sattelite images a big patch once filled wif buildings n tree all now a piece of bare n devastated land..n de salt will make de land infertile..how sad =(...but may de victims rest in peace..

alrite den all mi lecture halls veri small one! cuz mi subjects lesser pple take..tis makes mi more difficult to sleep...lolx but still i can sleep during assembly talks..haha nobody will care..n now 4 tis week i only hav 2 subjects basically so alot of free time ..den i jux keep lookin 4 pple to accompany but sumtimes canot find de...diaox hope mi art faster start!! oso i m de art rep..its wad i wan2 be...but now its bcuz i m de only art student!..lolx so basically art rep doing nth..haha

mOnday after sch went back kss..quite miss tad place..but only saw sum tchers..yeah can c mdm normala's teeth!..lolx...still i really miss miss phua, mrs yip n miss lim alot!!...hope to c dem soon~
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vEri tiRed nOw..but 2nite till tml i can finally hav mi fuLL nite slp till late late!..wOohOooo!!..aniwayx wad can i say abt pj's last 2 days of orientation ne...itx lyk gettin sianer n sianer lor n mi enthusiam lvl is oso droppin day by day too..i'm not those veri enthu kind so i get bored easily wif those repeated program line-ups...esp de cheering! i hate it sia...1 day i still quite enthu den everiday! its lyk hse practice..so realli sian diao le when dey cheer i jux clap along oni..bleahx...howeva we still get de most enthu clan award!..hahax cuz those enthu ones realli scream lyk siao

gUeSs i dunno mi classmates well ba so canot play wif dem lyk wif mi frienx during sum of de programs..so not as fun le...as 4 2day though last day le but mi hoping it faster over even de mass dance i nv join in..i oni get enthu when we were makin stage props..cuz we r painting! =Pp..oso hav sum pple to tok 2 le in mi class but nv tok veri much but hope as time goes by we can tok more...haha...den de chuijing n de other ger alwayx say i nv smile..alwayx act cool n dey keep wanting to make mi smile n laugh during de treasure hunt n even ask mi 4 zhen zhi when i smile -.-..actualli dey wrong le larx! mi luv 2 laugh n smile de most! yuan lai mi 1st impression to pple is alwayx tad kinda dun lyk to smile one...but nvm dey will noe when smth really funni happens..i will be de 1st 2 roll on de floor n LOL...haha...n finally nxt week start lessons le! lookin 4ward 2 art lessons..yeah!~
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yOx!...here to blog abt orientation again..hahax i seem to blog everiday now...aniwayx 2day seperate in2 classes le...i can take art le!!!!! rrrrr veri happy!..lOlx...den mi class all of dem take econs one except me art

at de veri start of de day it is another tok again...sian 1/2.. i was sleeping thruout de pccg tok duo yu sia..next dunno wad happen la..tink i still sleeping..haha den we jiu went off to play de games le...mi class is a03 n mi clan grp is marlowe...den our class is more gers den guys again n de gers si bei enthu!..spotted quite a few chiobus too...haha ...so during de games we all get muddy n stinky lorx..i lyk de soccer station most! veri fun..haha den mi shoe fly veri far when i kick! so diu lian...but its quite unfair 4 us in most of de games since we more gers...but we manage to win in half of de stations le so not bad..haha

After lunch i went to buy pj tshirt cuz saw john dey all buying den its oni 4.20! so cheap...n i cant stand mi tight PE shirt too plus our sch orientation shirt sux! de colour r all mi most hated dark colours..den after chngin we sat down to 4 interaction...gotta remember most of de names cuz we played de rem names game...den sabohed de leaders to pole dance n played another game jiu mass dance le...dere's oni one part i lyk abt de mass dance wich is de part where we jump n shout OI OI OI..lolx

our nxt activity is still in de hall again! its cheering, bombing game n sum lame performances on stage=Pp...sian 1/2..den during de break ..ytd de og leader, lele n her frien came to find mi..so shocked..dey still rem me..her frien call yixin..den dey bcum mi jiejie..lolx dey r mi 1st 2 frienx made in pj wor!..so glad...finally after everithin i rushed back home den went 4 mi 1st piano lesson le but i was late..haha so de lesson postponed to nxt week..mi piano tcher is a young chiobu wor!...haha great...aniwayx i accomplish 2 of mi wishes le! wich is take art n learn piano..thanx 2 mi supportive parents tad sponser mi wich made mi 1 step closer to mi dream!~^^v
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my 2nd day in school! 2day is more interesting den de 1st day...howeva de sad ting is our og grp will hav to change tml le cuz tml our classes will be out..oni gotta noe a few of mi grp members n de leaders better...den summore when change grp le i will sure be left alone liaox since mi subj combi is so unique...guess i must make new frienx den!

alrite as 4 2day...we started of wif CCA talk...den half of us j1 students went to a room to hav icebreaker games...it was quite fun but thru tad i actualli oni rem one guy's name by de name of yuanxiao...=Pp..den we played de squirrel & forrest game, electric shock game n de couple game...all r quite new to me so it was fun n refreshin playin dem...den at de last game wich is de couple one...beside mi was a og leader so both of us kena sabo by de rest...when we try to outrun de other couple...de rest of de pple moved so as not let us run to our position..so bad! den in de end run so mani times n forfeited mass dance in frnt of dem! ..bleahx

after tad was a break den our school tour wich made mi veri sleepy ..dunno y...1 bad ting dere is de gym dere no aircon sia n it was so stuffy! hmm den our leaders quite fun to tok 2 oso la...1 of dem call lele..she realli looks lyk zhang shaohan! n her frien dere oso quite chio too...den its lyk i nv tok to other pple leh...oni tok to de both of dem n sl onli..lolx...finalli after de sch tour its our lunch...our grp sot de sia..nobodi wanna go 4 lunch!...so we didnt lor n jux wasted time n went to de hall le

It was mass dance...sian1/2...but b4 tad i went to show de art tcher mi workpieces..he look lyk last time our chem tcher, mr see...got de blurblur look..lolx...den he say shld be not problem 4 mi joinin art lor..so happi! hope mi appeal is realli successful cuz its decided by de hod ba i tink...den he oso told mi more abt de subject..oni 6 pple appeal sia...tis sch shld value de subject more n encourage it!!! so after tad mi jiu went back 4 mass dance..veri boring lyk folkdance lessons...mi partner is evelyn..her face lyk copied frm angela lyddat..so alike! pj realli hav mani lookalikes..lolx but still we nv realli toked 2 more den 3 sentences i tink?

Lastly its sing along session where we learn sch songs n sum other songs..all quite nice...i lyk mi sch song! de melody so diff frm de pri sch n sec sch one wich were de national anthem kinda melody...tis time de melody so cosy feeling...very soothing lorx...n 1 more ting is de hose 4 de hole program in de hall 2day is super duper lame sia!..lOlx but at listening to her at least better den listening to our mrong version 2..=Pp..alrite end here le..hope tml i make mani mani frienx!
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1st dAy of schOoL at pjc~...haha vEri haPPy de sch is jux in frnt of mi hse!..it is soOo cOnvenIeNt nOw..lolx den 2day mOrnIn mAnAge to get up on tImE..vEri unwiLLin siA used to lai chUang alreAdi=Pp...den i mEt sAndy 1st n we went to de 190 bustop to mEet de rEst of de kRanJiaNx...itx lyk kranji juniOr cOLLeGe..so mAni kRanJiaNx dere

aFtEr tad we sePerAted in2 oUr diff gRpx..i m in og34..lucKi gOt SL sAme grp as mE so not tAd siAn..but i nv made ani frienx 2day!..haha bUt nvm stiLL hav chAncE de...hOweVA 2dAy's progRam wAs fAr woRse den i expected sOoo bOriN!! i expected an interestin 1st dAy but wE spEnt mOst of de dAy sittin in de haLL listening to bOring toKx...oUr principal is anOther mR ong..veri lUo sUo!!...den we jiu sit dere tiLL here nUmB dere nUmB tiLL oUr veri veri shOrt breaK b4 cuMin back to tad tupid haLL agAin..bLeAhx

wE chOsed subjEct cOmbI 2day...mE aPpEaled to take art..dEn de tcher ask mi shOw him mi pReviOus wOrkx..but i duN realli hav ani paIntings..mainly pOrtrAitx cuz mi pAinting skiLLs sUx..but i realli realli hOpe mi aPpEaL is successfuL..cuz mi pAssIon 4 art wiLL nv dIe!...if i cAnt take it i duN c y i hAv to stAy in jc lorx=Pp...so mi subj cOmBi is art, geog & cmAths..lyddat i shld be aBLe tO cOpE ...aftEr scH we weNt hAwKer center to eAt..nOw at pj is oSo a chAncE to sAve mOneY!...0 transport cost n chEaPer fOoD alternAtivEx...yeAh^^v...mi lOoKin 4wArd 2 tmL's orIentAtion..hOpefuLLy it wiLL be a mUch mOre interestin oNe~
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Primary 6 class gathering, Countdown 2005



Thurs
Primary 6 gathering at sentosa...quite strange cuz long time nv c mi exclassmates le...den veri shao xin on de way to siloso on top of a roofless double decker bus..it rained..sian1/2...den we waited 4 de rain to stop n den went beach to play captain's ball but it rained again...but we ignored it...our team dun realli hav defenders..so i sacrifice n bcum one...but dey hav xueqin as captain n xiangying is dere too...wah dey play cheat! xueqin keep running away frm her circle to catch de ball n xiangying keep pullin mi away..lolx...den both of dem ger summore..if i play serious abit dey say i rough...veri tough lehx...aniwayx had fun playin it thought we nv keep track of de score

after tad quite sian 4 awhile b4 we went indoor to play poker...veri fun!...den played all de way till 7 sumthin b4 goin back..overall it was not bad..quite a great gatherin back wif mi ex classmates~ =Pp ..back at home..we discussed abt where to go 4 countdown at msn..veri gek de gers keep wantin to influence us guys to go esplanade...but i wan go boonlay to c ouxuan..n i'm glad tad weekian oso wanted to go dere c fiona...so his hole gang oso goin along too..den after much agueing we decided to split up lor




Fri
last day of 2004!...afternoon went eat suki sushi buffet wif wk n gang..veri regret!!..hongqi bluff mi sia say 13.90...den in de end is 20.70!..waah bou hua dao siao cuz i realli din eat much lor...de sushi too much vinegar sia..i eat till abit sick...aniway de hole suki sushi tink not realli suit mi appetite la...no more suki sushi 4 me! =Pp

Den we hav no idea where to go so wander abt in lot1..comics connection den library..found quite a few useful art books dere..den used ck's card to borrow a portrait book wich miss ong photocopied her notes frm last time de library jiu close le..mi n chee jiu went hongqi hse 1st while de rest went garren's hse...we bcum so pathetic sia hav 2 eat cup noodles 4 dinner..cuz de suki sushi realli poke a hole in out wallets

Finally its 7 o'clock all of us meet to go boonlay..pat dey all oso joinin us since esplanade's fireworks is cancelled...den dey actualli nv communicate properly,...n history tad happens at msn repeats again...de arguement of where to go 4 countdown starts again..i was lyk sian 1/2....cuz tis kinda ting means more time wastage...but still we guys left after sum time leavin de gers to still discussin among demselves..lolx

At boonlay place...de atmosphere was quite neighbourly...abit not wad i expect...though quite bored at 1st...but later we cr8 our own fun here n dere...tried to dance at sumwhere bside foam party, took photos...went mac to slack..run away frm tad stupid spoiler of all times, de rain.....etc etc...finally ou xuan dey all arrived on stage!!..quickly we rushed to watch..hehe glad tad we did not leave tad place...den i squeezed miself in2 de crowd to take video of ouxuan's performance n pics...she singin guan huai fang shi..oso helped wk take fiona's pics...but too bad i nv go wif pat dey all to another spot...dey can c ouxuan dey all even more upclose! >_<....den minutes later its time 4 countdown n everione jiu spray their cans after de clock struck 12...de countdown abit sian la lasted 4 oni awhile cuz without fireworks ma...haha n after we chatted 4 awhile mi n a few others jiu went home in chee's car while others went mac chat...alrite happy new year everione!!!