Monday, May 29, 2006

Had GP paper on friday..i dont understand!!! De language seems so alien, wtf is undermined? lol..anw compre screwed, donno wth de passage toking.
After de paper, watched X3 wif some of mi classmates. Gr8 show, thou X2 is better. Lotsa pple died, so sad.As usual, alot of wolverine one man show, wich i don like cuz he don hav those kinda aggressive special powers, jux using his claws n physical strength onli. Storm's damn cool, her lightning attacks. Haha, n we discovered jagguanut realli look like kenneth, de way he say "u noe hu i am? I M DE JAGGUARNUT BITCH!" LOLx!

Ok, june holidays le, i'm gettin worried tad i might not be able 2 complete mi art coursework on time. n bad news, cuz i'm doin a picture book n printing n binding gonna cost a bomb. On top of tad, still need to print a mock copy in case of mistakes n de sch can oni subsidise 4 tad. Tad means i might hav 2 make de book myself, wich will not look so proffessional le n might even b filmsy. Right now i still keep changing my mind abt de content of de book, putting in fantasy le.. hopefully i'll not change mi mind animore. Anw i don wanna make myself feel tad i m doing art 4 de sake of completing de coursework, i wanna enjoy de process! Dere was a period of time a few weeks ago when i feel i m losing passion, scary. Now i shall not push miself so hard le ba, yup. Hmm, my skin is dehydrating la, no idea y, mi face peels, dry n weird, cant smile properly..shux.
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Friday, May 19, 2006

Well, i found out tad mani times i m unhappy n feeling down jux bcuz i tink too much, wich is jux zhi zao ma fan la. So i shall not tink too much animore, hopefully.. Anw i realli hate sum "human nature" we possess such as greed, uncontentment, envy, curiousness, etc. Den we won be satisfied, so wad if smth is achieved, it will nv be enough, u'll keep wanting n wanting. It's nv enough, even after achieving smth, de happiness felt jux last a short while. Den bcuz of de curious nature, u'll keep askin why why n more whys. When u're a kid, pple happily ans ur qsns, but as u grow up, pple c ur qsns as naive n silly. Den u will be flooded wif unanswered qsn marks all over de head, wich is not realli good. Thou sumtimes not noeing sumtings is a blessing, but tis stupid curiousness jux makes u keep wanting to noe, n bugging u. Mayb jux stop tinking too much n lead a simple simple life, enjoyin it is de best. But sumtimes i oso dunno wad i realli want, wich is realli me n felt quite lost. Prob bcuz i tink too much, wth.

Saw tis page in jimmy liao's book: "Some pple are born unable to see, some r born unable to hear, some pple r born mute, some pple cant smell flowers, some pple hav no legs, some pple bedridden all day, but y do i still hav to grumble tad i cant fly like a bird?

Jus find it quite meaningful, thou some pages in tis book i don realli understand..haa.
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

too much to take in le..watched 2 impactful movies 2day. Once was during GP, its a movie of a real incident, genocide in rwanda, Africa. Damn cruel la, kill lai kill qu, children & women r not spared, all de innocent lives loss 4 some senseless killing.. thou nv realli show those violent parts, but still felt de ugly side of human beings. Anw 1st time GP like everione so pay attention, haha usualli we'll all fell asleep.

After sch watched poseidon wif sunnu, gr8 show! excitement all de way after de shio sink, breathtaking man. lol..i tink i shldnt had my meal jux b4 tad, i feel damn bloated after de movie, too exciting le, den dunno wad happen 2 mi stomach..hahax. Well it does make me tink twice b4 goin on a cruise to deep sea nxt time..lol.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Wad a bad day! Rain ge pii la..rain rain rain..grrr. Well, went sentosa wif lainie, ra & yu..ya tot it would b fun. But when we reach de beach it started to rain, how sad. So we went in sakae n slack. Nice sushis thou! MMmm, simply love all de crabmeat sushis..lolx. After tad was bad weather thruout n dere goes my tan. Lainie n ra siao one, pay 3 dollars go dere slp..lolx, not spontanious de. Den is like whole day slack dere lor. Anw yu lost his hp on our way back, how suay, dere is a stealer on de bus. Its jux de wrong day to go sentosa ba, all of us r tired plus de bad weather, duh -.-

Watched xian jian qi xia zuan last epi jux now, another sad ending. Yuck, y do endings always hav2 be sad nowadays, all de good pple die leh. Anw its a nice show la..haha love tis kinda shows tad does not depict reality ^^
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Jux now met yisin jie 4 lunch @ ajitsen..so long nv tok to her le, glad she jio me out. Envy, she's slacking now..lolx. Anw went 2 de cinema outside dere n saw alot of nice movies screening now/soon! So tempting!! Wanna watch de wild, poseidon, over de hedge, de voice, X3!!! lolx..yue wo leh =P
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Monday, May 08, 2006

wa lao..MTV asia awards most popular s'pore artist is not sun yanzi??!!! How could it b man..grrr..how could it b taufik, he disappear so long le!

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Napfa today! Shag till numb le..lolx. Everthin in a goal, grrr. Well shuttlerun, sitnreach, 2.4 n broadjump all went well. I m quite shocked i can jump 2day..hahax but jux reach de passin mark oni, a 212, 10 more to get an NS pass wich is D. I m damn pissed off wif de situp n pullup stations. Situp, tad bitch helper bhind minus away 8 or mi situps..wth. I got nv cup mi ears so mani times meh..@ most oni 4-5 rite..8 la..walau. She tink she policewoman isit..catch till lyddat, wth..grrr minus dao bcum oni 41, b lex >_<

Chinup suay tio annie loh, bitch la, those lucki ones got kelvin.Annie Loh damn strict loe...bend knees abit not counted..mi friens do so mani oni 1 counted..duh. i looked @ de other side where kelvin was counting de other guys' chinups..he jux like counted almost all chinups dey done lo..n obviousli their knees r bent a little too... wth. bitch.

Ok thankx to all hu cheered n encouraged as i do de stations esp mi class gers n pat!! Realli appreciate...2day no clear blue sky actualli no motivation to run one.. cuz i alwayx look @ de blue sky jiu motivated le, dunno y. Lucki got pple cheerin! Hehex..improved except 4 de 2. ^^

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