Energizer

I made friends with Mr Energizer. hahaha :D

Oh man, I'm super chui. I wish I were more athletic and able to learn faster. Is it time to give up?

swing swing swing~

I had fun yesterday playing with tigger and swinging @ the playground! haha I'm starting to miss the little kitten already, it's so small and cute!!! It's a pity it's going to be adopted soon, I wish I could adopt him, but don't think I'll make a good owner. Oh and it feels great to play like a child again, swinging all the worries away. I finally mastered the swinging skill and can swing damn high myself now, hahaha! Swinging makes a good workout too, for the abs and butt! haha Someone should really implement this into some workout exercise, just think of all the fun and fat-burning! lol

Results are out and it's really disappointing! :( Those nabei lecturers never see the amount of blood and sweat we put into our works, give this kinda grades.

Sincerity

There's this sudden influx of work which left me busy busy for the entire week. Internship and freelance design work allows me to work from the comfort of home, which is great but I can no longer really sit around doing nothing anymore. I did relief teaching on tues, I thought that would be the most ideal job, but no longer. I really hate wearing office wear in such a freakin hot environment filled with lousy fans. Haha It kinda feels weird being back in secondary school again, I feel i can totally blend in if i were to wear their uniform, so weird I'm their teacher. It was fun initially, chatting with the students, bitching about school rules and annoying teachers. However, it got boring eventually and students nowadays damn noisy, especially express class, that i don't even bother and thus sat and wait for time to pass. And then there's this education centre hiring me to teach art, finally a chance to teach what i love to a class! It was fun doing up a course outline, although I'm still abit worried if I can deliver well, and whether that edu-centre is able to find students for me.

I needa get stronger faster, feeling super chui now. $$$$$ faster come my way too

Realized some people are really insincere when it comes to friendship and they take friends for granted. Why can't people put in more effort if they really cared at all.. :s

思念

从前从前。。。

。。不会再回来了。

I've done some serious editing to this video cuz I find it such a pity that the photography done back then was really bad. This is actually one of my favorite works of all time as I really like the story and it never fails to touch me every time I watch it. I wish I could fly away too~

There's a balloon in my tummy man, full of gas, my stomach is upset for 2 days already. :(

work work

I've taken up the internship offer, kinda looking forward. It also means a busier life is coming soon. I really need money $$$$$$$$, lotsa things I wanna get and do :

Wacom tablet

Canoe Paddle

Clothes

Flip flops

shoes

Go on a holiday

Polarizer

And also I needa :

Get driving license

Silver for IPPT

Train hard for canoe polo

Do up at least one personal major artsy project

Continue learning piano

Explore new places

Improve photography skills

Therefore I can't be lazy anymore!

pretentious me

Sometimes I feel that I am such a pretentious person, pretending to be all happy, optimistic and naive which is actually very much the person I wanna be but it just isn't me. Happiness seems so far far away as the motivation to hope for it dampens. Waking up has once again become such a chore when you have nothing to look forward to. I hate emo and all the desires bestowed to us humans because they all cause misery in the end. I very much wanna be contented with life, with little things I have, but this contentment just wouldn't last. Sigh, I do wish that there's someone I could share my deepest thoughts and feelings to but unfortunately I couldn't really imagine myself doing that to anyone. It's really hard containing them within, when you realise things that you tried so hard to shake off and thought had faded away eventually come back to haunt you once again... :(((

I'm having stomach ache now, drank too much milk! XD

Holidays were a blast initially with all the fun events lined up.

Movies!, Universal Studios!, Hiking!, Photo-taking!, Party!, etc

but is soon died down to super boredom and laziness after just about 2 weeks.

Damn damn damn boredd now.

I went to distribute flyers today and can finally understand the hardship of this job, gonna take flyers from every distributor from now on! :P

The guy who gave me this job is quite trusting and nice by paying me first and introducing me an internship design job which means I might not be that bored soon!

Although I do enjoy doing nothing productive and just laze around, sometimes it does feel quite lonely.

If only there's someone to share these doing-nothings with.

I need HTHT, anyone? :p

emo..