So broke..now qian zai lei lei de..kns. Anw prom was boring. Thou 1st time prom in a hotel, but still cant b compared 2 mi sec sch one la. Mayb bcuz of de frienx?..Well b4 prom i had diahrea, damn suay la. Lao dao bua si..haha. Anw de food @ prom sux! How i wish i was at de halal table, i can smell curry chicken n curry fish head..MMMMMMMMMM!! De stage was realli far away, thruout de nite i couldnt c wad was goin on at all, so jux stone n eat nia. Took some photos and went 2 post prom at momo. Sian ar..stone dere, dance n drink a little, den cai quan, but not veri fun leh. Next went loiterin ard wif de class, mi diarrhea came up again..kao. Fell aslp @ mac b4 headin home lo. Well tads full stop to mi college life le, glad man. Oh ya, the shoes r tormenting. N i wasted on de coat, din realli wear it cuz veri warm. -_-

De veri few pics i took.

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Another art tcher praised tad i m skilful..so delighted n encouraged 2 hear tad! hehe, hav been drawin prep work n is almox done..well shant giv miself too much pressure, cuz its veri much holiday now!

Monday watched final call wif dine. lol, wad a lame show, de students sms de death ting 2 one another 2 stay alive, all kia see..lol. But de female lead damn chio,love jap gers, simply cute!

Ytd tanning wif marg, but jux as she was abt 2 come, rain came down like mad..lol so suay, anw i got de tan, thou still not enough =P. We realli had lotsa laughs man. Went bugis, n got de brochure of a tanning salon, immediately we tot of was final destination 3! LOL, nv will anione 4get tad gross scene of de 2 gers burning 2 death in de tanning machine. lol, however we looked @ de bottom, de word "FREE TRIAL" shone brightly dere, our face immediately chnged,..ahaha as singaporeans, how could we miss out anithin wif tad word..lol. Den marg say sure will ask us sign package if not trap us inside de machine n burn 2 death! lol. Went walking ard bugis laughin @ de shop's poor displays of shirts, ahahaaa, after laughin we jiu zao..lol.evil man

Den later jiu went ju's workplace play pool..ok..damn lan when playin wif gl ! But i love playin wif marg, haha same standard can play half hr still lotsa balls lyin ard. Ok veri fun, love u guys! Anw lotsa pple hav said mi face is gettin more n more baba wich sux, nv in mi life hav i been deemed fat so mani times..lol
So i m determined 2 slim it down! wahahaha ..burning eyes.. got some tips frm ju n smth frm marg wich helps..thankx loads!

2day shop 4 grad nite stuff @ queensway wif teng. Damn budgetted, n i would get cheated no more, learn frm past experience haha. Finalli settled on a white leathery coat wich i quite like. mmm,n i went 2 de wrong place, cant find de shoe shop ju tol mi abt, shit man.. i alwayx mix up tanjong pagar n tiong bahru!! wasted trip. mi face feels damn burnt.>_<
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Haa..i can finalli burn all mi txtbk n notes le..de tormenting days of buring miself in front of tons of notes is over!! 4ever! never will i touch dem again..byebye maths, GP n geog eva!!! haha it had been 2 yrs of torture man. Anw i still hav art, i tot it is quite fun la..but i realize i oni left wif 1 week to do it, veri rush 4 time, i don like, like it done slowly.

Went Vivo City after de "last" paper wif de guys of mi class. haha, an indecisive bunch! spent hours walking ard decidin wad to eat 4 lunch til 4 smth den finalli settled down in a cafe. lol..waa was damn hungry, eat anithin available man! Anw vivo's view is gr8! Initially was dere 4 movie, but no idea y we end up chilling out @ starbucks n walkin ard instead. haha book down de whole sofa area n played bluff.. was fun! Den walked ard, well vivo is not 4 guys la, so big. Saw laine n her frien, she said i grown fatter, izit good or bad, cuz i realize mi face is swelling, lol. Anw on de way back de legs damn suan, cuz de mrt stuck in de middle 4 quite a while! haha

Gonna cherish de remainin 1 mth 2 play like mad b4 enlisting! lookin 4ward 2 29th, after prom nite gonna party wif mi smac! ahhaax. Wanna go sentosa, ubin n k too! woohoo. But 2 do tad i muz 1st draw finish all mi prep work, de faster de better.
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I jux read finish de whole series of death note manga. interesting! haha..i got addicted to it once i start readin, cant stop. Its abt a borin death god tad drops de death note in de human world, n a genius student pick up n use de death note to kill all de criminals in order to cr8 a crimeless world. He tries to play god n kills everione hu gets in2 his way. Den a detective tries 2 catch him red handed. Haha , n i m sure glad tad he got caught in de end n died cuz of de note book.. wad a retribution! Well, anw i tink anione hu gets hold of tad note book will turn evil la. I beginning to c tad humans de ben xing r actualli evil n de world is dark. However dere's still tis small percentage of good pple ard.. still hope ba. Hmm,..Reality sux.
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Jux came back frm sch. Havin art exhibition n open hse 2day! Hwee n Pat came n support, joined by SL. Thx pple. Anw quite sian oso, tried 2 play solitare showdown wif real cards wif hwee but failed. It jux aint as fun as playin online..haha smth missing.. mayb not stimulating. Den we played daidee n split.. haha like @ chalet. I realli miss chalets leh.

Anw suffering frm post prelim syndrome..felt realli lost, dunno where 2 start studyin. Perhaps i m used 2 las min squeezin of all de info in2 mi head le. At home i alway end up doing art. At outside studyin, i end up goin bac veri earli, doin nth much. Hmm..haven been goin 4 ani consultations too cuz i dunno wad 2 consult. Lost Lost Lost. Fast forward time by 4 weeks pls.
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=( =( =(... i m enlisting in2 NS on dec 15th, tad is like damn fast. I jux finished mi A's 4 abt 2 weeks n off i go to NS. y? haven played enough leh, unhappy. Tad means all de more i mus cherish de few weeks when mi hair is still on mi head! haaa..wo dde tou fa!=X.

anw this is damn funni.



Well, now holidays le..shall post some pics of mi past 2 yrs in jc. Thou i'm not close wif mi classmates, nonetheless i mus thank mi class guys 4 helping mi out @ times n 4 de realli memorable 18th bday!

De last day in sch!

Guys of A06

Me turning 18!..Gr8 surprise tad day




Anw all de best to u guys!

I still miss mi 1st 3 mths pal thou..pity diff class.

All de best too!



Ok ..i tink i m goin crazy..dunno y i got so affected by de fact tad i m enlisting on 15th dec. Tink many of mi frien i've asked r goin in in april..lucki man.
Anw earli go in = earli come out! so shall tink of de better side! ^^v
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sch has ended..haha. Reliefed n happy! Farewell assembly was interesting thou, de tchers n vp put up a concert.. lol! Gettin closer to my freedom.. can't wait. So excited, gonna take up many courses : wakeboardin, drivin, singing, etc, hopefully work @ pet shop or as relief tcher, play n slack all day, but muz hope tad i enlist in de april batch la..haha..yeah! Right now veri bored leh, trap @ home 4 soooo long.
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where has de blue sky gone to ne?..stupid haze..shoo!! MMMM..sch is coming to an end, which is gr8! Hav been goin out last week. Den got cheated to ju's company, =X..lol..cuz i didnt noe was goin dere! haha lucki i brought stuffs 2 study n wasnt listening. But i shall refrain le ba..a lvls is like 3-4 weeks away..kinda scary, but freedom awaits..heh heh. My prelims is A, B, E..not bad la. But GP damn gross, E8..was damn shocked..lol..mi compre 15.5/50 n language 6.5 oni..yuck..diu lian leh haha. Feeling damn nua now, borin man, wanna go out but will feel guilty, terrible.
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Chao he lang la! ask u print A4, go print a3.. Realli dunno wad to say leh, wtf. My art book is ready today, n i was realli hopeful abt it.. den came disappointment. The book was printed in A3 when i wanted it A4, now all de flaws come out le la, na bei. I realli damn bek chek lo, dont even wanna take a 2nd look at it man. Damn demoralised, wad would bcum of mi grades. Don't hav time to tui huo le, cuz wed muz pass up, den de whole ting cost 340 bux sia. Though de sch subsidise 240, 100 bux is still quite alot rite, n giv mi tis kinda ting. Kao

Initially i was damn happy, cuz our tcher marked our coursework 4 prelims, den i got an A, 84.. Now hopes r gone la, de book lyddat sure mark go down one lor. GGGRRRRRRRR~~~~.. My heart crying la, alot of effort man and i m not satisfied! realli not satisfied,it could look much better in A4, based on de mock copy i printed a few weeks back. But wad could i do man, jux hafta do my best for mi prep work le, speakin of prep work , i m oso damn sian diao doing it man, those sai kangs.

Don't underestimate the time needed to cut and paste tings man, i dunno spend how mani days le still haven finish! Initially i hav tot i would hav finish all de crappy pasting etc on 1 day, n now i m still struggling. Kinda sick n tired.

I realise as we get older, we will tend to tink more, more troubles follow. Recently i realised some tings oso. I've been too naive le. Mayb reality is jux tad cruel, n tings jux wont be as simple as u want it to be. Wtf, sometimes really feel like escaping, but its damn loserly. So shall jux move on ba, wadever it is, i shall still be hopeful abt de future i tink.. Hmm, after ranting, i felt better le.=)

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These few days my mood have realli been dampened by de rain. Stop raining can? Really hate rainy days. Anw prelims r over, wahahaha. But still it seems quite sian due 2 de damn weather. Nxt week till nxt nxt tue no sch! weee , hopefully can play like siao. I have more or less completed my art book le, but de problem is de printing part. Oh man, 460 dollars sia, de sch cant pay 4 all.. >_< Well, i can pay abit la, but not too much cuz its quite wierd, it seems as if i m trying to buy my art grades wif money. Oso bu hao yi si 2 ask frm dad le,..he seems to be quite poor recently, no idea y.

Irritating pple in de art room, anw a few more weeks 2 go n its bye bye 2 PJC 4ever so i shall jux bear wif it. Simply cant stand some pple.
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This is funny n cute! LOL..intro-ed by mojo.

For more check out http://habanero-tanclub.deviantart.com/gallery

N check tis out, fat meow! lol

Happy tcher's day! haha so happy my art coursework dateline has been extended! Now i have until 26th of sept! weee..i feel so much like a rabbit now, can slp le..lolx..But still must cont'd to refind 2 de best of it la, but can b @ a slower pace le..woohooo. Can study 4 mi prelim, n slack 4 a few days oso liao..wahaha. No art paper for prelims too! Our coursework wld be marked instead, dunno is good or bad cuz i don realli wanna so fast noe mi coursework grades, thou is not 4 real but if my tcher didnt giv mi a grade i expect, it would be damn demoralising lo, cuz a lvl shld b ard dere le. Hmm, but try my best lo.

2day slacked n played! wahaahaa, went k wif teng n ahneh. We had so much fun. n i tink i've improved, haha well @ least teng said i hav...wahaha so encouraged! N ahneh grow so tall la..wtf..haha like head fit wrong body, ooppx.. cuz its hard 2 believe!! >_<..oh man.. i still hav 3 more yrs, miracle pls! Hmm anw its a pity laine doesnt wanna sign up 4 project superstar, her singing so good la!

Began to c how fake de world can be, everiwhere. Mayb we're just living in a hypocritical world, where everione is jux pretending, so beware..

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WTF WTF WTF!!! WO HEN FANNNN!!!! so fukin irritatin. Pple keep tellin me not to do digital art for my coursework. N i was tol by 1 directly bcuz dey r not nice. Ok.. tad hurts man.

Well pple likings differ la..wad u tink is not nice mayb nice in other pple's eyes..but de ting is wad if everione tinks its not nice except me??! i've lost my confidence le...

Anw i shld tink tis way..pple tink i canot do tis..i pian pian wanna do 2 show dem!! But lyddat i will b damn stressed out la.grr i hate stress. Watever it is i jux wanna do de tings i like doing..so i shldnt care abt wad others tink. De ting is sumtimes my insistence will lead me to nothin in de end... =(

De irritatin A lvl requires so much tinking in my artwork la..my tcher asked me 2 explain n i jux couldnt express miself in words lo. Cuz i follow my feelings when i do tings.. jux hate 2 tink tink tink lo. Y do human being hav 2 make life so difficult by tinkin tis tinkin tad..stop it le! wtf. Force us to tink lo..saddist examiners.

I feel like jux don giv a shit abt anithin..jux contented wif gettin a C in all subjs..
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Been soccering with my class guys..Fun man! wahaha ..anw de oni tings tad interest me on goin 2 sch now is soccering durin breaks n after sch n handball during PE lessons! Cuz i no longer like de art room due 2 de pple. N i can feel stress ard me le..thou i try hard not 2 be stress. Faster end this shitty a lvls pls!!! I like 2 work @ my own pace n not b pressurised by anithin ..wanna b carefree!! A few more mths ..

Ytd veri fun!! Felt very happy n home lo. Went back kranji wif smac n pat for fd nite. I was really surprised to c mani frienx tad haven seen 4 a long long time! Saw chuan n gang, saw weipei, saw san, n many many! wahaha n chatted ard n took pics. But no pple frm our batch enthu 2 dance leh..lol..so in de end oso nv realli danced. Nonetheless i m realli happy n touched to c my frienx again!! PJC is nth compared to mi kranjians! Later went 2 eat wif chuan dey all..haha finally c his botha look, thou not so botha. It seems tough 4 him @ NS, onli a day break a week..lol..all de best ba..i hope i not lyddat nxt time, i wan slack job! ahaa Den @ kranji alot of pple hav grown taller n bigger size den me,..me still so smallish..urgh. But i do hav some progress, now back to my 48.7kg le! wahaha nuu li towards my 50, n i need a miracle to shoot up within 3 remaining yrs!! MIRACLE PLSSSSSSS!!!! K..bac to ytd, all like so earli go home de..lol still it had been fun! haha
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I wasted alot of time today. Spent de whole afternoon in art room writing de CCA testimonial..lol! too many tings to write le.. XD. Yea rite..haha actualli was laughin my way thru wif weiling!! So funni lo! Cuz i write till veri lame n bhb..den we tink of lotsa lame tings to write. Well, tis kinda ting muz be thick skin one lo, muz exaggerate n write till like don hav u cannot! lolx After whole afternoon i'm veri satisfied wif my CCA testimonial, you chen jiu gan! wahaha Anw i managed to fight 4 CIP hours! jux 4 a few art stuffs, earned 60 hrs of CIP! lol

Den surfed de NTU art n media design course criteria too. very ma fan, hav 2 several troublesome tings : Portfolio
tink 400/500 word essay abt urself (wth?)
video intro of uself (wth?)
a visual test
Hmm, tink can only learn media design dere, so nxt time most prob do job associated to visual comm, advertising n stuffs or product design lo. I hope i can enter, if cant i oso dunno where i gonna go nxt le. Go abroad?..i prob wont make any friends n bcum an outcast. Go NAFA/ Poly?.. Like quite wasteful. Hmm don study le?..i still have my smac..mayb can go all out 2 succeed in de business....., but no capital! lol
So i must get in2 de course in NTU by all means!!! I CAN DO it de! ^^v

I oso noe my art results le. Veri sian diao le, i no longer so disapointed le cuz like veri sian diao le lo. De grades hav been declining since promos. 70 to 65 to 61, while some other peeps i tink hav improved. Moreover art is harder 2 score, so i m still a C grade now. Veri discouragin lo, i not onli nv improved but deproved constantly leh. Rite now wad i wanna do most is to find out where mi prob is n improve on it! i don care anithin else le, i must get A! Tink paper 2 must come up wif somethin more "fine art" ba, cuz my final piece 4 MYE to flat n graphic le, shld be smth lyddat. Anw i need encouragements!!! >_<

Anw i saw 2 sparrows fite 2day,..wahaha! k, 2 weeks passin soon, 6 more weeks to complete my coursework! i need 2 do 34 pages, rite now oni realli complete 1?.. OMG!!! help.

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A black kitten ran in2 my hse 2day!! early in de morning, so surprised! but i was abt 2 rush to sch..shux alwayx met wif kittens earli in de morning one. My mum asked me to take it out..haha

I cant bear to leave mi kitten!!! lolx CUTE!!!! den i brought it downstair n saiyang it awhile..den i cant bear to leave her, tinkin of bringin her to sch..haha But she keep scratching me, notti! So no choice, hope she find a loving owner or find her mama soon! take care kitten!

Den off went to sch le! veri boring..haha i m so in holiday mood. Den on hearing all de remedials dey will be givin, i sian diao le..grrr. Did de MOE survey today, basically most of mi ans r disagrees, cuz i don like de sch , de pple, de system, everitin..haha..art is de oni ting tad make mi refrain frm puttin all disagree.

my maths result is BAD! "B"! de whole arts stream oni got 1 A.. how bad. Disappointin lo, i tot i hav done wad i could but it jux doesnt seem enough, irritating. Finalli passed physical geog wif a D!! wahahaha, good news..i finally c hope in tis subj.

Finally..our SMAC site is almox ready, thou haven officially open, here it is, leave comments wor =D
www.s-m-a-c.blogspot.com


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I bought a new piano le! wahaha..cant stand de zao sia piano leh, cuz de music i play not nice i will start to lose interest in piano le. Anw coming to tink of it, i havnt pay laine $ 4 de old piano, oopx. I bought a new score too, all my yanzi favourites! wahaha, gonna learn all! Now gr8 sale, so all cheaper =D..hopefulli my piano skills go to gr8ter heights, cuz compared to those hu start frm young, i feel quite inferior leh. lol jia you ba

Anw 21st july got fd nite @ kranji! haha gonna go! miss those days.
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dunno wich asshole go n drip water on my final work n it almox smudged! lucki discover earli n managed 2 save it. Wa lao..if it is on purpose, realli despicable lo..if accidently oso can wipe it off de ma..leave it dere 2 smudge..dunno wich clown did it..curse tad person! Anw i was quite satisfied wif mi final piece =D..END OF MYE!! HAAHAHAA

Met ju jux now, had de 1st business meeting. wahaha..planned lots n lots of tings! Well pple may laugh @ our ideas, but don care! wait till we succeed..haha anw if nv succeed oso nvm la, its de process tad matter, de fun n de experience! haha. I'm still lookin 4ward, 1st we shall start a website!

Anw came up wif a "mission very impossible", wich is 2 help mojo make over n ultimately join our SMAC business team!! wahaha tad soo impossible la.. rem way bac in sec 2 we had diet plan 4 him, n he nv follow, after we packed our tings n stroll 2 de canteen 2 check on him, he alreadi finished his whole plate of junk food! lol ..den we oso got dye his hair b4, wich is a disaster, wahhaha tad time his hair bcum patches of orange! But we wanna stop him frm bcuming giodarno "dai yan ren"..lol his wadrobe all giodarno leh.

Next BIG NEWS! NENG KOR (2 dollars) is in de OLD FOLKS HOME NOW!!! LOL! 4 those hu dunno hu is neng kor, dere, tad woman hu alwayx go ard asking 4 2 dollars @ limbang one..de one in pyjamus n looks sort! I wonder where is her sis, SAR KOR! lol she got a sis lo, rem way back in sec sch , me wif chuan dey all went 2 shoot rubbleband @ her! lol..playful us. I miss those days

Anw i sorta noe y i dun realli clique wif de jc pple
1) dey r veri english
2) dey tink 933 is orbiang n dey oni listen 2 eng songs
3) lotsa fake pple ard hu goes bitchin bhind pple's back
4) Dey laugh @ ahbengahlian languages (e.g. euuu, lurbexx, etc)
5) Many complex minded pple
6) childish n boorish gers
aiya..dunno le..anw mi life in jc is terrible cuz many times i feel sooo alone..bcame veri antisocial n nobody to tok to leh.
Tads y i realli hope 2 graduate real real soon! actualli shldnt go 4 grad nite ritex..regret leh..waste of money,...i wont realli miss anione i met in jc leh..cuz those better frienx had all left

Ju told me lotsa crazy stuffs..she realli hav lotsa wacky ideas! lol n we going to start our own business soon~ hopefully by de end of de yr! Seems soo fun,..so excited! Our company call SMAC.
MYE is almox over! Tml is last art paper! HIGH! wahaha
Miss de gang.. Hope 2 c dem soon
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