Outburst

A year has past, but why?

ADM FOC 2009!

Ooh I'm missing the camp already, haha. My group, stoker rocks!
Still feeling quite seh from the many days lack of sleep.


Jessica the crazy ah lian.



All cam-whores :P.




Last day, everyone cui.

Bash night was a blast, everyone was damn high.

Hobo chic

Niu nai.

Laser quest damn fun! I'm the soul survivor. haha

Chiong ar!

Cover me!

bang bang bang.

3rd day, turning point!

2nd day amazing race. Zzzz

1st day! shy shy.

back to reality

Back from ADM foc and it was awesome! My school rocks man. :D Although the first 2 days was really quite boring due to the long waiting time and terrible food, what followed was kick-ass fun! The food was getting better each day, so was the excitement. Saw lotsa familiar faces, didn't know they would come to ADM. In my group itself, there was jessica n zhenhui frm pjc. Gosh, so suay got into same grp as jessica, this crazy girl used to terrorize me in pj art room. haha But my group was great!

I really enjoyed the laserquest, fright night, greatescape, color bombing game and of course the bash night! Gonna miss the fun, now I'm back to reality, with pschology exam and driving exam just nxt week, stress! Can't wait for foundation classes to start.

Contentment

This week has been quite a good one, I feel contented. Come to think of it, I'm actually leading a pretty good life as compared to many others. The problem is that we ofen see and magnify the negative aspects of life, thereby neglecting the positive ones. Well I believe in order to be happier, one should really stop complaining and start appreciating what's already there. Expectations are also a kind of burden, letting it go makes it all so much easier. When good things really do come knocking at the door, it actually feels much more joyful than if I were to have anticipated something. All unnecessary disappointments and upsets would not have existed too. Hope my new found contentment will last :D.



ADM's orientation camp is just next week! I'm feeling quite excited actually, haha. I was forced to pon my lessons because they threatened to put me on reserve list. :X There will be a "hobo chic" themed party on the last night, what the hell is that. haha

I'll be taking IPPT later again, my little moment of glory awaits. :P

A

Exam results are out! What a pleasant surprise, my hard work is paid off. Got an A for archi and S for career psych which i S/U-ed. Heh heh hopefully good results will continue to come my way for the exams coming up! yay

1 second ?!

I feel extreme gekness and disappointment man. 11.41, how is it even possible? Just 1 second, ONE SECOND! This magical 1 second cost me 100 bux. >_<

It was my first IPPT as an NS man, at first I was worried about the certain static stations which most people would be worry about but it turns out quite alright which boost my confidence alot. I thought silver was a sure get since I was left with 2.4km. This have been the case last time, and after all I still made the effort to run @ least once every week.

Everyone was running so slowly, I thought my pace was alright though i had a bit of stitch. I guess complacency sets in, plus I've to run in figure of S since there is slow human traffic :X. @ the last lap I still see no one sprinting, didn't give it my all in the end. And when it ended, I was utterly disappointed to see "11.41". How could this happen to me?!! It's just 1 second difference man, can't you guys just round up for me? The evil jx still so happy abt it, haha. I'll needa go for it again, sian.

Well, as I'm kinda broke now i really needed the extra cash. The Silver title means alot to me too. Gotta try harder next time. :p

Many other exams are coming soon too, 2 psychology exams and 1 driving practical to go! In between and thereafter, orientation camps are coming up. I hope I'd be able to manage. Most importantly is still my driving liscense, I MUST get it this july so that i can proceed on to make my braces as my dad promised.

It's a party world.

Had a k-session with marg yesterday. We wanted to go clementi kbox initially since i have a coupon, but it turned out it could only be used after 6 which wasn't even stated on the coupon. It was rather disappointing so we went partyworld instead as the price was reasonable. It was a wise choice man! I didn't know partyworld upgraded so much, there is a leg massage machine inside for our usage and the 2 glasses of drinks served there were huge! haha

Weekend blast!

Weekend was a blast and packed with fun! It has been a while since I last enjoyed myself so much. Saturday went for hwee's 21st party with the usual kss gang. We started off player poker but after a while it gets abit boring since we're just playing with chips, so i suggested changing game. It was then the real fun starts, haha weekian came up with lotsa weird weird games. Initially Et and me were laughing @ how childish they seem, but they were actually quite amusing, especially with those outrageous forfeits. I count myself lucky for not having to do any of those. haha We have guys kissing each other with merely jus a card in b/w them and people kissing the other's ass which all got caught on tape. Too bad they havn't post up the pics yet, cant show them here. hahaha The night ended with the mrt game whereby each of us will have a mrt name and when it is called out the 2 others sitting beside that particular person will slap his thigh till he call out another's mrt name. Haha And once again i'm the lucky one cuz no one remembers mine! Some of them got hit tis super red, haha esp those sitting beside et. :P


Had a picnic and rollerblading/cycling session @ ecp with jx, rc friends, jj and edw on sunday.
There were more than enough food, plus jx brought us lotsa ai xin mian bao. Not that it's not nice, quite tasty and wholesome la, just that while waiting for him who is late, i already gobbled up lotsa other snacks since i was starving. We had to play zhong ji mi ma to clear the food in the end. Next was rollerblading/cycling, this time we seem to travel really fast. jx's rc friends seems to have unlimited energy, keep going faster and faster, while the rest of us have difficulty catching up. haha but nontheless it was a gr8 blading session which left us damn shag.





But good things will eventually come to an end. Just today I felt rather upset due to certain things. I'm beginning to fear my own emotions and feelings, I wonder what disasters they will bring cuz sometimes i really find it hard 2 control them. What would become of me?

Days swiftly come and go

I finally went out to get some sunlight after a week of crazy mugging @ home! I feel so alive again, haha. Went to the just-opened jurong safra with et, it was quite a nice place, but i still prefer yishun though.





It has an interesting facade. I find that after taking the architecture course, I've learnt to appretiate Singapore architecture more. :p The gym there's awesome! huge and exclusive. Relaxed by the pool after that, just lying there watching the little clouds roll by feels great, putting all the annoying hassles behind me.




And this is super yummy! Had a mouth-watering meal @ the jap food court there, totally worth the bux :p


Well, tmr is back to study study and wed exams. Life is going to be ever hectic, pace moving faster and faster. From what I heard, 20s go past in a flash. So treasure every moment!

Love vs hate

It's really quite amazing how love and hate can be such a thin line apart.

Exams are just next week and I've been staying @ home. Me and my boring life.
I hope I can get through it soon, I've many things i'd like to do when it's over! :P

Emotions

Emotions are like the weather, so erratic and unpredictable.
Trying to contain it and control it is such a chore.



Anyway, I'm growing chubby. Shall go jogging whenever possible!

Kangeroos!!

Went to the zoo with ben n jx. I finally get to see kangeroos! So happy! It really reminds me of the malaysia trip last year. I want to travel again but I'm so broke. et and hq going to organise taiwan trip at the end of the year, hopefully i can afford it.

I'm starting to think that university life sucks. It is much more complicated than i thought, I was too naive. I thought that after jc, i would never really need to study anymore. I will be able to pursue my passion, art. But things ain't as simple as i thought. Singapore universities want us to be as wholistic as possible. Yesterday, the essay assignment nearly killed me. Well, life is never easy, and human will never get satisfied.

Anyway, I hope I will be able to control my emotions, incinerate the past and start anew! JIA YOU! ^^v

Some of the works done during NS.

Life of the flying piggy