Well, i found out tad mani times i m unhappy n feeling down jux bcuz i tink too much, wich is jux zhi zao ma fan la. So i shall not tink too much animore, hopefully.. Anw i realli hate sum "human nature" we possess such as greed, uncontentment, envy, curiousness, etc. Den we won be satisfied, so wad if smth is achieved, it will nv be enough, u'll keep wanting n wanting. It's nv enough, even after achieving smth, de happiness felt jux last a short while. Den bcuz of de curious nature, u'll keep askin why why n more whys. When u're a kid, pple happily ans ur qsns, but as u grow up, pple c ur qsns as naive n silly. Den u will be flooded wif unanswered qsn marks all over de head, wich is not realli good. Thou sumtimes not noeing sumtings is a blessing, but tis stupid curiousness jux makes u keep wanting to noe, n bugging u. Mayb jux stop tinking too much n lead a simple simple life, enjoyin it is de best. But sumtimes i oso dunno wad i realli want, wich is realli me n felt quite lost. Prob bcuz i tink too much, wth.

Saw tis page in jimmy liao's book: "Some pple are born unable to see, some r born unable to hear, some pple r born mute, some pple cant smell flowers, some pple hav no legs, some pple bedridden all day, but y do i still hav to grumble tad i cant fly like a bird?

Jus find it quite meaningful, thou some pages in tis book i don realli understand..haa.
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