haha exams over a few days ago! now is all play no studies no worries!!! wahahaha thou still hav de art exhibtion tingy 2 prepare cuz it starts nxt friday. mux cum support hor! haha ok la tink 3 papers i din manage 2 complete, including art, i m still so slow, lolx! but i'm jux glad its all over le =D

okie a few weeks ago went spca wif pat to study cats 4 mi art prep work... lotsa interestin happenings @ de cats hse! Cats smooching everiwhere, followed by catfights here n dere, haha.


tis one is simply cute


She loves mi lightstick, bite n bite n bite


muax muax muax


still smooching..


OUCH!


blacky : shit u bit mi! get lost
snowy : dun lyddat leh, i wan kiss kiss


cat fite!!!!!


n it was realli a fun day, laugh n laugh cuz long time nv go out wif sunnu le
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arrkx! so stupid! actualli went 2 sch earli in de morning 4 de wrong paper!!! could hav watched my date wif a vampire 3 ytd n slept till late late today! how stupid! haha went 2 sch alreadi feeling suspicious cuz din c ani j1s ard.. den when i finalli saw a few i felt relief. den in sch lyk nobodi carrying dictionary 4 chinese paper lyddat..when i asked alison, she said it was econs! oh fuck. so stupid! den i faster walk out of sch, tot i was de oni stupid one, sibei paiseh. den saw hongseng too! hahax another stupid one! lolx so we went mac 2 eat, n saw mojo! another stupid one! hahax..den we found out tad dere r quite a number of stupid ones oso hu cum 4 de wrong paper. but dey shld hav jux put chinese paper in de morning la, it has alwayx been in de morning wad. Now i jux feel lyk slacking, heck care lex! =Pp Now de afternoon chinese paper will eat up alot of mi geog studying time. Physical geog sia, so much 2 remember. >_< 1 week shld pass veri fast! wO REEENNNN!!!! cant wait 4 exams 2 b over, jux hate studying loads, its wasting my youth!

2 add 2 tad...i went 2 de wrong exam venue! hahax how blur...damn paiseh lorx den ran out of de hall 2 mpr2, de exam alreadi started dere, well i realli veri blur 2day! wads de matter man..hahax
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Zzzzzzzzz..i completely worn out now sehx..paint de canvas whole day till wanna die le..due 2 bad planning, i keep repainting! itx either de effect turn out ugly of de hole bkgrd looks sad...cuz mi theme is happiness..shux shld hav jux done on sadnesss. de process of painting realli aint ez @ all...after tis still got de prep work 4 exams wich i muz complete by nxt week so i can study 4 promos...alot alot, going sort liaox >_<
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Finally i'm updating lex. HeEex 2day had a realli fun day, cuz went out wif mi smac gang, long long time nv 2gether lex! But not all r dere, thanks 2 de 2 pangsehers, mojo n ju, da bai pang seh ehh. pooix =Pp haha So mi, laine & pengyu jiu went cityhall de kbox. We sang songs of all languages, malay, chinese, english, jap, hokkien..lolx dunno de language jiu anihow crap it..hahax fun sehx. Love singing oldies too, lol, mi fav ye lai xiang. Laine sang lyk a opera woman lorx..so high pitched. aniwayx simply love kboxing! Later went bugis walk walk. Also we chatted abt sec 2 tad time, missed those days, cuz we were still innocent kids den, lotsa tings dunno, den still exploring n everithin seems so fresh, not s'pore lyk everiting oso do b4 or go b4 le, sian 1/2. Best of all during those days no fan nao, haha.

But now realli at JC, quite stressed at times la, thou alot of slackin time too. Moreover i find tad i dun hav de heart 2 study le, ytd went studyin wif dine & it was such a failure 2 mi. Dine did alot of tings n i dun even noe wad i doing lorx. My mind keep wandering off, actualli i keep tinking of stuff lyk eating, going home n do art, tml going out, etc..n jux not studying. de maths de TYS mani qsns i oso dunno how 2 do seh. >_<... hate studying manx! Aniwayx nowadays keep using photoshop, interesting lor! haha i use till zhou huo ru mo le, cuz actualli mr tan jux ask us do 4 posters for de theme "touch of colour", den i keep doing n doing, hahax. N i still hav 1 blank canvas left in sch waiting 4 mi 2 paint, but i realli hav no confidence lor, cuz its mi weakest when it cums to painting. Still cant 4get its painting which bring mi marks down drasticalli during sec 2 art.

kx, now backtrack, update abt tcher's day celebration. In PJ quite borin la, oni de concert was not bad, den dey lock us up don let us go. Left sch alreadi KSS close le. Realli sad lorx, cuz i tot can meet up wif mani old frienx de...but in de end i still meet up wif ju n went 2 warren wif sum other peepx as de tchers r having lunch dere. Saw malek do de whip catwalk, Shasi did de sprinkle water catwalk, lau did de ahbeng catwalk, lOl lor! in end malek won..hahax. Shasi's belly now bcum 1 big watermelon le...growing bigger n bigger sia, haha.
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The Boy Next Door
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDm)


Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.

We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.


Your exact opposite:
The 5-Night Stand

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master

On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.

More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.


ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph

CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach

okiex, i've quite alot to say. Firstly, quite disappointed that i got rejected by mrs wee 2day regarding de art club proposal. She gave me lotsa crap, as i m not veri good wif words, dunno how 2 tok back, so jux nod n nod, den ben ben de bei ta da fa zhou le..bleahx. She say she alreadi go 30 ccas in hand, veri bz, den dun wan set up den disband, den consider nxt year, wad shit de. Well, but i ain't giving up! Monday gonaa go find mr quek, he hav a bigger say! Anywayx tis kinda ting hav 2 be persistent n determined one..jux lyk i'm determined to quit odac le, lyk how i was so determined to join a few mths back. But realli hope art club can b set up, so i'll have more time on my passion.

Ok, now i wanna tok abt odac le, gonna criticize! hahax. Well, i've enough of wishy-washyness, must learn to be decisive liaox. So i've decided to quite tad CRAPPY CCA!!!! Looking back at wad i've done in odac..i was lyk OMG!!!! wth, y m i spending so much time, effort n money? WHAT FOR? ok Here's what ODAC hav been doing. When seniors r still ard, its still quite ok la. Den when dey're abt 2 leave..we started planning tings. Plan AGM, den plan student leadership camp's activities ( wich we spend so much time on, den in de end dey REJECT our proposal!!), den decorate de room, den now fundraising! All these consecutive planning of tings r jux too timeconsuming, n VERI costly, jiu lyddat 10 dollars, 10 dollars dey collect on and on. Toking about fundraising, we spent de weekends, stay in sch after ccas to discuss, in de end dey say NO FOOD ITEMS n fundraising postponed. I was lyk, wth, y do we waste de time 4?...we've so mani tings else 2 do lor. ok, nvm tis. Abt wad we've been doing, is basically planning n more planning, sports games, PT,outdoor skills. De furthest we went was cck park. Most of de time in sch. N wad r those outdoor skills 4 when we're not doing anithin outdoor?..Sports n games r wad sports club do, thou dey r fun la, but we cant be alwayx doing sports n games when odac shld be abt outdoor activities lyk hiking, rockclimbing, kayaking, moutain climbing, etc . Y is de club even called "outdoor activities" in de 1st place when tis's all we do. Next, de 1st batch odac guy said their 1st batch did rockclimbing, diving,kayaking, etc. n look at wad we're doing?..n dey've actualli chosen a 1st aid course! -.-||| lucki i've manga course on saturdays n no need go. I know those course r expensive, but i'd rather spend tad more amt of money den 2 spend those $ on planning tings! Moreover, wastage during waiting times during odac sessions r realli long, i can jux sit down dere 2 stone 4 dunno how long b4 de ting actualli starts/ end.

Well, mayb i'm jux not wad ODAC is looking 4 or mayb mi perception of odac at de veri start is wrong in de 1st place, so i dun hav tad kinda patience to wait ani longer 4 de end of year mt kinabalu trip wich is wad de fundrasing is 4, i m QUITTING!

Okiex, enough of tad. 2day i was realli touched by how i score 4 de 1st art assignment cuz i tot i wun do well as dere's alot of room 4 improvement. But still, i got de highest, but only 55 la cuz marked strictly in a lvl standard...but nxt work i muz jump at least 20 marks!!! My 1st assignment realli lacks contrast lor, cuz 4 de past 4 years i've been shading veri lightly without caring abt contrast, n i shade each object in de same manner n darkness. So frm den on, i'll nv repeat de same mistake again! aniwayx i can understand how 2 de project superstar contestant feel, its de same in art...when ur efforts r paid off, realli will feel veri veri happi de! muz continue to strive n bcum top art student, an A!!!

Also, we got de class photos jux now. De informal pic so funni! Our CT is REALLI a LAO DI GOU!!! lolx his hand wich was shaped lyk de golden eagle claw is aiming 4 pammy's pp n his eyes were starin lustfully at dere...OMG! lolx..den we go n show everione..haha chao di gou...lolx, poor pammy, wonder wad happens when her mum sees it..LOL!
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Well, yuan lai when 1 person is really suay, anyting can happen. 1st i got pangsehed due 2 communication error after waiting 4 more den an hour without knowing y..n couldn't get thru to de person's phone. Den when i wanted 2 leave, i dropped my wallet! fuck. Dere goes my savings, ezlink, important cards n precious neoprints. At tad pt of time i was so helpless sia..realli lost. Din wanna call mi parents cuz jux got scolded 4 being late 5 times a few days back, so i msged 2 frienx 4 help. den it happened ck n pat r nearby..den dey came down de bus n borrow me money. THANK U!!!! touched =Pp..u all r realli great frienx! Its really comforting to know tad there r frienx out dere hu're still willing to help u in times of helplessness. Lessons learnt: communicate properly 1st b4 meeting sumone. Nv put neoprints in wallet. Spend de money b4 losing it! Wallet in pocket at all times!

kkx..but wad is lost is lost la..thou realli veri xin tong! i wonder how long it will take 4 mi 2 hav a new ezlink card again. i rem sec2 when i lost it, i went a year without ezlink, cuz tad time oni buona vista can make. But now i oso dun hav photo to make le. Lucki now pjc is jux in frnt of mi hse, oni need transport during weekend. Curse tad dishonest person hu took my wallet! curse him bad luck..his wallet got stolen, his money got cheated, he buy toto 4ever wun strike! haha

Now i wanna update abit abt last week. btw we art students r planning to set up an art club, haha looking 4ward. Cuz wif jux 1 plus year to learn during art lessons, i dun tink is enough.. cuz dere r realli mani interestin form of art out there. Den i hope to learn tings lyk graffiti, interior design, etc. So hopefully if got art club den can use de time n ask dem hire instructors 2 cum n teach. Friday, weiling went 2 write tings abt art club on de board, so hilarious lor. All of us laugh lyk siao. I laughed to tears sia, den laugh til lie on de floor den 4 dunno how long. Somewad i can sense if i continued laughing, i will go crazy. But realli great stomach exercise, after de laughing, it became tougher to do reverse crunch durin odac later. Aniwayx thx 4 making us laugh, i luv laughing! =Pp Later at odac, we played DODGEBALLS! fun!..reminds me of childhood de poison ball. Hopefulli odac do tis all de time, dun realli lyk those skills refreshing lessons la.

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ytd had my 1st manga drawin class!..well, it's quite good tad de tcher do 1 to 1 coaching 2 each of us. i hav lotsa catching up 2 do sia..cuz de rest like in de intermediate or advanced lvl le, dey using ink 2 draw le n writing comics liao.

After de class went to meet up wif a03 frienx jj n carol..long time nv c jj lex, omg he has grown taller again! tokin 2 him so xin ku hav 2 look hi up, den he keep teasing us is we grow short le >_<. His class got de 180 club, pple above 180 one..tads actualli mi dream height sia..haha thou it seem so far away but since i'm still not 21, dere is still xi wang de! i muz grow taller! =Pp weLL, as usual carol is late..so we went 2 eat ramen 1st. jj seems 2 be veri saddened by his common test. compare 2 dem in SA, we PJ pple lyk dun care lyddat, test got back fail oso lyk no feelin de. But most importantly muz look 4ward la, no use brooding over tings tad r alreadi over, jux learn frm mistakes lor. ^^v

do reh me

we actualli wanna watch fantastic 4 de but sold out...so we walk ard. Den went to visit mag n sh at their workplace. Ate cookies n free samples lying ard..haha. Thou its jux walking ard, but glad 2 b 2gether again, hope nxt time can hav more interactive activities when we get together la.

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weLL..very happy! my papa hav agreed 2 let me take up manga drawing class le!! luv u!!! n my mama too 4 helping me shuo hao hua!! LUV U ALL LOADS~..haha so my saturday afternoon will be out lex...thou hav 2 travel all e way 2 orchard 4 de course but its worth it! weee..i m on mi 1st step to my dream of bcumin a comic artist!

Here r my latest works, hope u all like it..post comments too ^^v

Love by Jingxiang July2005

Miss Lim's baby by Jingxiang Feb2005

Happiness by Jingxiang June2005 (guess who?)
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2day we have our art presentation on artists. Learnt quite alot la, some works are really great! Learnt abt different forms of art, den i find surrealism interesting. the past few days oso have been researching as need 2 pass up port folio le..n oso found lotsa great works by other pple. Anyway 2day's presentation was quite fun la..esp when nicole presented abt Amanda Heng! LOL cant help laughing cuz ...jux look at her pic

Her works are not bad la..jux tad she looks too funny le! n she features herself in her artworks too XD

"I Fill Desert with Uselessness"

Well, i realli like tis! ..is lyk sumtimes really feel lyk screaming but canot den de screams all trapped inside u..lyk tis one is in a box..haha

Like tis too..liked de idea of flying

I_Envy_You_by_hibikio

Falling for you by Jeff thomas

Drawing_Blood_by_nykolai

Cyber Solitude by Rapi Diego

This idea is nice, but i don't think it's true =Pp

Here r sum pics michelle show us on street art..its interesting how these paintings look so real at certain persepectives even thou dey r painted on de floor.



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school reopen le & i return to school feeling -.-zZz. well just felt lyk sleeping till 12 wich i've been doing de hole holiday. Anywayx on seeing my classmates, i still -.-zZz..cuz its lyk nv c dem for a mth oso mei you she mo da bu liao de... hmmm i just dun feel a feeling of a "class" in my class lor. I envy those classes whereby everione is so close to each other, or at least hav 1 or 2 good frienx in de class. Den now i oso dun feel lyk sticking wif mi class le..i dun wanna feel lyk a zombie following dem ard, dere r really no chattable frienx. Moreover i myself is quiet & antisocial..so tad's bad. so during freetime often i will go artroom. Tads de onli place where i can be alone n wun feel tad alone =Pp. I beginning to feel i m wasting my youth,...studying in tis school wif subjects i could hav not chosen if given de choice. aiyAx..dunno wad i m toking.. feeling so dreamy nowadays.

I've been tinking back alot...keep tinking if i havnt done tis..or i hav chosen tis, would tings be better now? would i be leading a happier life? Den i will continue to tink if i can go back to 2 past during those moments where i make critical choices or i could hav done/not done smth..wouldn't it be good? If i hav taken bio instead of geog in de 1st place..perhaps i will get a better class. But tings lyddat wun happen la..shldnt be tinking back XD.Life is jux full of regrets, haix.

Hmm i wan2 be motivated!! i wanna be in a class wich will make me feel lyk cuming to sch everiday! Make me feel like waking up everi morning! a class like 4e, everione studying hard when its time 2 study, playing hard when time to play! A class wif a CT tad truely cares for us! A class tad feels like a class! All these lyk seem impossible...cuz after so long i still feel de same abt mi a06. First 3 mths de a03 initially oso make me feel uneasy, but after a while, i m veri happy wif it le..made good frienx lyk jj, mag, carol, sh, etc...i luv u guys!..But those good days in 1st 3 mths r jux so short =(.

So now i wan2 make use of de time when i'm still young to learn tings of interest. I wan2 learn manga drawing.. costs 200 sumthing for 2 mths sia..kinda ex, hope my father will allow.

watched initial D wif kranji frienx jux now..not bad seh, quite cooL. But hate those ahbengs..super AA, make so much noise in de cinema, n sumone even smoke dere! Dey r simply disgraceful lorx..pOoOiix!
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Finished decorating de odac room n boards le..haha smell de spray paint till sort sort liaox XD.Spent de hole morning doing it sia & I'm most satisfied wif de outside noticeboard, proud of it! hahax now ours tink is de most striking notice board le! ^^v Den de rest ok ok la..thou i expect dem to be better, but lyk tad oso quite nice. To all de pple hu help out wif deco : THANK YOU!!! But i jux simply hate it when sum pple is doing nth n yet lyk 2 comment tis comment tad..since u're so boliao, jux GO HOME! dun crap so much..if u can do better u cum n do la..shit tad person.
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holiday is ending le.. and everyone is probably rushing homework now.. sum slackers lyk myself will still hav piles of work undone. haha moreover dere's still common tests when sch reopens sia...shit. Well, all my study plans for tis holiday has failed..all i did was art n some of de maths hw where mani qsns i dunno how 2 do. Dunno la..i actualli plan 2 go study once everi week one but jux cant find anione to grp study wif. Hmm i simply have no motivation at all!!! >_< Last time used to grp study wif laine de..but now she's in poly le. Den de rest of mi frienx all seem to prefer studying at home.=(...so bo bian la..i must learn to be more independent thou, but i feel so unmotivated! After doing maths 4 a while, i go do my own tings le. I wish i do not have to take all these subjects n concentrate in pursueing my passion in art, music & other interests but too late i have chosed tis path. okiex so perservere!!!! XD
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Cats @ spca are so cutex! Love it when they come and cuddle me,haha.


Kitty has such big eyes!

Beautiful white cat

Skinny and gentle cat


Jack Ruselle, girl loves to bite her ball. XD
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hmm 2day noon i was really huo3 da4...angry sia cuz all mi PW grp members pang seh. At 1st alreadi say hao do de street survey 2gether at orchard, den go youth park take pictures but dey one by one pang seh..realli angry lorx cuz i alreadi went to meet dem le n nobodi was dere!..den i oso dun wanna go le ..wait 4 cheryl cum n pass mi de survey forms den we went 2 giv everithin 2 kenneth..realli angry sia cuz i was all dressed up 2 go orchard

den i called carol to ask her go spca wif mi..actualli supposed 2 go 2day one..jux bcuz of PW i pushed it away, tads y i was so pissed off wif dem >_<..den she was late..so i rot dere 4 more den half hours. Realli sian lor, so mi sian dao go read mi geog notes. Havnt been studying during de holidays...wad i've been doing is jux art XD..but now oni left 2 weeks le. Jux simply not in study mood when i m at home..hahax

After tad when she finally came, we decided 2 go orchard instead since spca is goin 2 close soon. went 2 hav mi fav RAMEN!..thou ex, but worth it..last time mi addicted 2 u-mian, now is ramen le..haha. nowadays i realli can eat alot..bcuming more n more yao kwee n hav been spending alot on food..but nvm, i'm still in de "growing period", as long as i havnt reach 21, i still hav hope to grow de! so muz eat more =Pp..Later we went to youth park, by den i wasn't so angry le..moreover i realli wan2 look at those graffiti..den took pics, sum were realli nice seh! But too bad didnt hav chance to learn abit of de skill frm graffiti artists.



Next, we jiu walk ard... i dun realli lyk window shopping but once in a while la so nvm. we oso went bugis..den ate desert n cookies n de free samples dere too. mani irresistable n delicious stuff! omg..haha but mi wallet got hole le..spent alotx all on food today. But bo bian la, some food especially cookies n ramen r jux too irresistable le, tinking of it i m startin 2 drool..hahax
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ok time to update..ytd went kbox wif mi fellow kranji frienx, fun!! haha cuz not veri often can get together one. its de longest kbox session i've been to sia! 7.5 hours..haha sing lyk crazy. Eeteng, Ankiang & cheekong can sing quite well actualli, esp eeteng can sing veri high..hahax den dere r lotsa new songs at kbox! got F.I.R's,JJ's, etc. too bad badger is not dere, after tad a few of us went to cck park to play truth or dare again. & we hav zhenyin to shake her butt 4 de finale n tad a guy happen to jog pass n he stared at her wif disbelief..LOLX!! funni sia
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