meow

Presenting Bumblebee - the really cute kitty @ my work place which really looks like puss in boots! He loves to attract attention and disturb people painting, a really curious cat but super adorable. That day he was using my hand as a pillow while he sleeps. Oh, and my new work place is great, super chill environment with nice music, tea and fellow art lovers! Painting while @ work, enjoying nice piano pieces, what more can i ask for? :)

tarzan

Watched Tarzan for the umpteenth time today and it never fail to touch me.

Love the story, love the art! My all time disney favorite! :D

Merly and Leo

Had a chance to work with Leo and Merly today, haha. Quite cute right? It is mascot day again. I'm so glad I don't have to be in any of the suits as it's freakin hot! Received several freebies too, I'm loving great deal temp jobs man!

I'm gonna start work @ an art studio next week, rather excited to meet fellow passionate art-lovers. I hope life gets more exciting and fun!

"Where am I!? Where are you?
There's so much time so little to do
We're busy doing nothing cause it's vanity we prize.
You can't see nothing cause you can't see through your eyes.
They're covered with a film, you're blinded by yourself.
You're the one to blame but you pretend it's someone else.

Life could you be a little softer to me.
Life could you be a more gentle to me.
Yeah I know this is a selfish plea,
Because Christ sacrificed his flesh
On the cross for me
But this world is hard,
It's cruel and I wish it could be...
Softer to me

I'm still alive. That much is true
I've never lied, well, I guess I've told a few.
There's nothing to see because I brought nothing to show.
The coversation got too deep, I shrug and tell you I' don't know.
This life can get so hard, this world can be so cruel,
Sometimes I fall apart I feel just like a useless tool."

Lovin this song.

Energizer

I made friends with Mr Energizer. hahaha :D

Oh man, I'm super chui. I wish I were more athletic and able to learn faster. Is it time to give up?

swing swing swing~

I had fun yesterday playing with tigger and swinging @ the playground! haha I'm starting to miss the little kitten already, it's so small and cute!!! It's a pity it's going to be adopted soon, I wish I could adopt him, but don't think I'll make a good owner. Oh and it feels great to play like a child again, swinging all the worries away. I finally mastered the swinging skill and can swing damn high myself now, hahaha! Swinging makes a good workout too, for the abs and butt! haha Someone should really implement this into some workout exercise, just think of all the fun and fat-burning! lol

Results are out and it's really disappointing! :( Those nabei lecturers never see the amount of blood and sweat we put into our works, give this kinda grades.

Sincerity

There's this sudden influx of work which left me busy busy for the entire week. Internship and freelance design work allows me to work from the comfort of home, which is great but I can no longer really sit around doing nothing anymore. I did relief teaching on tues, I thought that would be the most ideal job, but no longer. I really hate wearing office wear in such a freakin hot environment filled with lousy fans. Haha It kinda feels weird being back in secondary school again, I feel i can totally blend in if i were to wear their uniform, so weird I'm their teacher. It was fun initially, chatting with the students, bitching about school rules and annoying teachers. However, it got boring eventually and students nowadays damn noisy, especially express class, that i don't even bother and thus sat and wait for time to pass. And then there's this education centre hiring me to teach art, finally a chance to teach what i love to a class! It was fun doing up a course outline, although I'm still abit worried if I can deliver well, and whether that edu-centre is able to find students for me.

I needa get stronger faster, feeling super chui now. $$$$$ faster come my way too

Realized some people are really insincere when it comes to friendship and they take friends for granted. Why can't people put in more effort if they really cared at all.. :s

思念

从前从前。。。

。。不会再回来了。

I've done some serious editing to this video cuz I find it such a pity that the photography done back then was really bad. This is actually one of my favorite works of all time as I really like the story and it never fails to touch me every time I watch it. I wish I could fly away too~

There's a balloon in my tummy man, full of gas, my stomach is upset for 2 days already. :(

work work

I've taken up the internship offer, kinda looking forward. It also means a busier life is coming soon. I really need money $$$$$$$$, lotsa things I wanna get and do :

Wacom tablet

Canoe Paddle

Clothes

Flip flops

shoes

Go on a holiday

Polarizer

And also I needa :

Get driving license

Silver for IPPT

Train hard for canoe polo

Do up at least one personal major artsy project

Continue learning piano

Explore new places

Improve photography skills

Therefore I can't be lazy anymore!

pretentious me

Sometimes I feel that I am such a pretentious person, pretending to be all happy, optimistic and naive which is actually very much the person I wanna be but it just isn't me. Happiness seems so far far away as the motivation to hope for it dampens. Waking up has once again become such a chore when you have nothing to look forward to. I hate emo and all the desires bestowed to us humans because they all cause misery in the end. I very much wanna be contented with life, with little things I have, but this contentment just wouldn't last. Sigh, I do wish that there's someone I could share my deepest thoughts and feelings to but unfortunately I couldn't really imagine myself doing that to anyone. It's really hard containing them within, when you realise things that you tried so hard to shake off and thought had faded away eventually come back to haunt you once again... :(((

I'm having stomach ache now, drank too much milk! XD

Holidays were a blast initially with all the fun events lined up.

Movies!, Universal Studios!, Hiking!, Photo-taking!, Party!, etc

but is soon died down to super boredom and laziness after just about 2 weeks.

Damn damn damn boredd now.

I went to distribute flyers today and can finally understand the hardship of this job, gonna take flyers from every distributor from now on! :P

The guy who gave me this job is quite trusting and nice by paying me first and introducing me an internship design job which means I might not be that bored soon!

Although I do enjoy doing nothing productive and just laze around, sometimes it does feel quite lonely.

If only there's someone to share these doing-nothings with.

I need HTHT, anyone? :p

emo..

Sweet Long Holidays~

Holidays have been great so far! :D

I've created an online portfolio to prepare for the future.

Hope that I could get an art-related job soon ;)

http://jxad.wordpress.com/

YAAAY!!!

It's overrrrrrr!

freeedddoooommmmm woo hoooooo!!!

I can finally sit around doing absolutely nth @ all, I've been wanting for that for a pretty long time.

22

I'm 22 years old! Nice number ar, haha.

Time really flies man, cny swiftly went past but it was great! Gambling was fun and my luck is back, ban luck ban ban all came my way!

This week have been treating me nice too, finally get to slow down my pace and relax since the start of the sem in which piles and piles of work keep building up and almost driving me bonkers.

If only this slow pace can continue...

Hmm, anyway astrology said this year is a damn damn good year for pisces in terms of everything which actually makes me feel quite good. haha.

I spent my 22nd with mother nature, rowing @ MacRitchie!

Then was steamboat with smac gang followed by dbl o, where I was "forced" to drink n drink n drink. What happened thereafter really feels quite blurry to me, merely remembered that i turned into a crazy man, was cabbed back to hostel but have not enough money to pay. Lucky the botak uncle close one eye, haha.

Then i dreamt that i was dead, the first time death ever felt so close and real to me. I was in this hospital breathing my last breath then everything went by real fast. The next thing that happen was me floating ard and witnessing my own funeral. That was one of the wierdest dream ever man.

I still wanna watch summer wars, hopefully I can find someone to watch with me.

ByeBye 2009 Welcome 2010

Happy New Year! :D

2009 officially ended, it really was a year full of ups and downs. Alot of things happened and alot changes took place. It was indeed a year I feel I learnt alot and grew up alot, in fact I really do feel like an adult now. :) I hope 2010 would be a better year. My new year resolutions are to improve loads in canoe polo and ADM results! 1st sem results are not bad but definitely not good enough.:p

Spent the new year eve eating good food and witnessing a resident evil scene whereby the b pple really went crazy! But well, who can blame them, they only could have that one night of madness.

believe

Before i knew it, she's gone. But life's like that, things will just slide pass you if u don't grasp it at the right time. I guess it isn't meant to be, kinda sad but at least there were once beautiful time. And not forgetting one of the happiest day of my life that I would never forget, so i won't regret. Hope that she will lead a happy life :)

Not beautiful.

I can see clearly now..

我要变强！

I wont give up yet! If it were N years ago or even a few months back, these words would have brought me down and i might even have given up hope way back. But definitely not for now, 我要变强！ I wanna give it a shot, look back and never regret. Jing, you can do it!!!!! I hope it's not too late YET..

:(

Simple words can be really hurtful. :(

当我们同在一起，真能快乐无比吗？

4D projects.

It's a pity that due to my poor photography skills, the result wasn't as good as expected.

I really need to learn photog!!

Nonetheless these are all hard work and i really love 4d lessons!

Sweet beginnings do arise :)

It was really a magical day filled with smiles!

But now back to reality! OH MAN, 3d shit waiting 4 me to settle in school. :s

happy holidays!

Exams are sooo over!!! weeee

Time to embrace xmas and the one million possibilities that could occur during this well deserved holidays!

Looking forward to monday :D:D