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I've sent out my letter of rejection, glad that she understands that love can't be forced. Anyway I'm rotting at home, become a 宅男 already. I realized my confidence is dwindling, I don't feel at ease meeting people anymore. My friend has pointed out it's weird that I don't look at her when I talk. Probably because I'm having issues with my self esteem. Been feeling really lousy of late, and I must try to change this! Hopefully by next week everything will go in the right direction and I'll be able to drive this annoying boredom away! :)